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After the long chat that we had that night, I thought things will be going back to normal again. However, you added on to the number that proved to me that promises are meant to be broken.
I know that we weren't always around to share your joy and happiness, but we did make it a point to be there when you needed us to share your pain and sorrow. We always try our best to be there for you when you were feeling down during that period of time. I know we might not have been of much help, but we were still there to show you that there are still people who care.
Frankly speaking, I still can't believe that a 2-weeks overseas trip could erase off all that we have gone through together. You said that the thought of giving up any of the friendships did not cross your mind. You said you realized that you neglected the all of us, and you would take initiative to make the relationships better.
So! What happened after that night? The next day, we did have a conversation because... I started a msn conversation with you. After that night? None of us got any news from you, not even a call, sms or msn conversation. There wasn't a single form of communication from you for 2 weeks or so?
I thought something might have happened to you, so I messaged to ask how were you doing. No reply until a few hours later saying that you were catching up with the Vietnam girl. Then no news from you again.
The cycle repeats itself. 2 weeks later, I asked you on msn :" So, you are not going to talk to us for the rest of the time, if we are not going to contact you?" This time round, your reply really gave us a shock. Just a sorry and claiming that you were busy and there were no news from you again.
If the situations were like what you said, then I would like to ask you. How long do you take to type a short sms or start a msn conversation? Including the time taken for you to search for the contacts, I bet this will take you less than a minute. Is it really that difficult to take a minute off to show your friends that you still care? Can't you even sleep a minute later to show your friends that you still bother bother about the friendship?
I don't understand why the one busy revising to retake the few subjects for Os can take the time out to ask the rest of us how are we, but you can't. I don't understand why the one busy working and maintaining the relationship with the boyfriend can take time out to show that she still cares, but you can't. I don't understand why I can take time out to catch up with the rest when I am working after school, when I am in the same poly as you, when I have equally much work to do as you, and when preparation for RED Camp 4 is so intensive, but you can't.
We always wonder what do you take us as, when we got to know that you rather contact ******* than us. Fine, it didn't really bother me that much until we read your blog. You explained to us that you were busy with all those stuff and you really had to settle them, yet we see another side of the story in your entries?
Os is over! I wonder if you even remembered to send your regards and best wishes before your dear friend went in to retake her papers. Whatever it is, just a quick update for you. I think she will do well this time round because she checked and she got most of it right. Oh yes! She went for the checkup and the doctor says that she doesn't have to go for the operation for the backbone anymore. (Provided if you still remember that one of your close friends was about to go for a major operation) Anyway, she is enjoying herself with her family in China now.
The rest of us are doing fine, and we hope you are as well.
posted at 3:41 AM
Monday, November 12, 2007
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My Lovable Laughing Partner Happy 17th Birthday To You!! =) Hope that you'll have a good year ahead and may all your wish come true!!
Yes!! You're still my dearest classmates after all!!(",) Really glad to have lunch together once again that day.. I bet you didn't know..It was really awesome!! Haha =) I promise you a birthday treat soon, alright?? Tell me when are you free yea??(",)
