Music Metaphor

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First, thank you Jason for keeping me company these few days! Well, thanks for being so understanding all the time and you're greatly appreciated! =)

Secondly, thank you JieYing for the super early birthday wish that made me realize that I'm turning 17 soon! Yeah! (",)

Back to blogging, I'm glad that I'm much happier now because I have found more and more nice friends!! Getting closer with fellow ambassadors, having meals or signing up for duties together, or even entertaining each other during lectures =P I agree with what Rainbow said, although we might not know each and every single one well, but whenever we meet, we can talk non-stop as if we had been friends for quite some time. Haha! =X

Well! My impression for certain people had changed, for the better!(",) Now, we are closer than before. Meeting before school, going home together, chatting on msn and challenging each other to lame games during lectures!! =X

Hahaha!! Project deadlines are clashing!! Tests and exams are coming!! Argh!! I'm feeling the stress again!! WAHAHAHAH!! Meeting Amirul at 12 to study later on =)

Oh yes!! I serious have no idea why certain people are just so wicked. Haha!! But come to think of it, do they even have any friends around them?? Well well..The few of us are happy with what we have now, a few true friends is better than many strangers who claims to be your friend =P

posted at 2:27 AM

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Woohooo!! Janice deleted 30+ entries from the blog!! =X Let's start afresh!! =)

posted at 11:07 PM

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In life, we are bound to meet with many setbacks. Nobody would live a life without any obstacles, but there are many ways we can face these problems. Well, below is a common conversation a man would have with God. =)

A man asked God in his prayer:
Dear Lord Jesus, why do I always feel so sorrowful? Why is my life filled with darkness? All I can see is darkness, nothing else! I seem to be living under the shadow all my life. God, why is this so?!

Later in his dream, God gave him an answer:
My dear child, you have missed out the most important lesson that I am trying to teach you, which is to see the positive way out in life. When you think that your life is in darkness or cast by a shadow, I assure you there is always a way out. Remember, when there is a shadow, it means there is a source of light nearby, the light of hope. Change the way u think and everything will work fine for you, my dear child.

Indeed, no matter what might come our way, we just have to treat these troubles as an inevitable part of life. They are challenges God want us to go through so that we will learn and grow stronger in faith with Him. =)

Try this! When you are forced to overcome an obstacle in future, be flexible and cope with what comes your way with different methods. Imagine yourself as water and the challenges as cups/containers/bottles. When you are being placed in those containers, you can never escape, like it or not, you just have to change yourself and take its shape.

What's there to fear or worry about? You have friends all around you. Friends are wonderful angels that will always be willing to stand by you, and always be there when you are in need. God works through these angels that He had selected to place in your life, so talk to them, listen and see what they have to say or help.

However, life is just like a train that never stop functioning. Just like the train, your life moves on every moment, time waits for no one. In every station, there will be at least someone boarding the train, just like you having to meet at least someone new in different phrases of your life. These people come into your life! Some of these people will stay, but sad to say, some will leave.

Those people in the other cabins are people who are leading the same kind of life as you, but you do not happen to know them. Well, keep the train running! Although there will always be some moments tat the train will be under maintenance or breakdown, which symbolizes you facing problems and troubles in life, friends in the same cabin as you will be there to encourage and gives you moral support. They will help to fix the train and there, you can get going once again!

P.S: Kuku..rebuttal to your entries..Hahaha!! Like finally after so long rite..Lolx!!

posted at 1:45 PM

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God, thank you for placing wonderful angels into my life. People like Jiaen, Shareen, ShuLing, Sheena, Susan, Charles, Abigail, Esabel, Clement, Alvin, Amirul, Aini, Shermaine, ShuYan, HuiWen, Cherlyn, Ms gan and Mr Tang. Of course, many more of you!! Like I said, every single one of you whom I know are angels yea..Haha!! =)

Well, I'm really grateful especially to those few mentioned up there because some are the ones that brought me to Christ. Some are the ones that never fail to encourage me to return to school when I was down with depression in sec 4. Some are the ones that never fail to fork out time just to help me to catch up with my work so that I can do well for Os. In fact, I can say these to the few of you, without you guys, I won't be where I am and who I am now. =)

Yes! The other some are wonderful angels who are always there for me, no matter rain or shine, they are always within my reach =P Some are the ones that are always just a call away even when it's already past midnight. Some are the ones that always try to listen and understand. Some are the ones that always bring a smile back on my face after buckets of tears. Some are the ones that always help me to get back on my feet when I stumble and fall. To these few of you, every single thing that you all do, every single sms or calls of concerns, every single act to accompany me or be there when I'm down are really greatly appreciated.

I know due to everyone's busy schedule and stuff, it's hard and we have not been meeting up. But well, bumping into each other on the road, and we can still talk, and end up going out together for the rest of the day! Anyway, I just want to say that no matter what, maybe for some of you, we have not been meeting up, just messaging and calling, for some not even these, well, you guys will never be forgotten yea. Like what they always say, you might not be physically there, but I know you are always there when I need you.Haha!

Yea..As for those of you mentioned up there, you guys know how important you all are to me. Hence, I must admit that it hurts sometimes when I thought you guys are the ones that understand me well enough, but yea, apparently misunderstandings occurs and I can't help but feel super hurt when words/actions get harsh.

Well, conclusion is, I miss those of you whom I have not been meeting..Haha!! And thanks for being part of my life =) Meet up soon alrite(",)

P.S:Girl..I hope you do understand now=) And to the few of you, I'll never be too busy to be there if you ever need someone alrite..Still the same..Call =)

posted at 1:08 AM

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I did not realize that I am starting to have low self-esteem until someone asked me some questions. Oh God, what exactly is happening to me?? I'm lacking confidence in a lot of things, and when I say a lot, it means almost everything. =X

I know I am being dumb, but i just can't help it, but being affected by what's happening around me. I came to know of many who are feeling, or in fact going through, the same thing as me. I know they're affected too, but some seem to be able to not care about what others think and just continue to be themselves, as long as they enjoy what they are doing. However, there are some who are just like me, knowing clearly what's happening and going on, being affected and just trying to stay low-profile, hoping that nothing will happen. =X

Oh well! We all know very well that once it happens, it won't stop. =X But what can we do?? Sit and bear with it! Hmmmm..Some who are reading this know and understand what I am talking about, some won't! Because if they do, perhaps many of us would be happier being ourselves now. =X

Dear God,

I just want to pray for healing to be on all the weakened souls. Lord, we know that words are one of the powerful weapons that Satan uses to tear unguarded souls down. I pray that you would send angels to protect every single one of your children, to guard their hearts, minds and souls from all harmful thoughts, words and actions that try to bring them down.

Lord, we know that we have to love our enemies and neighbors as ourselves. I hereby pray for you, Lord, to give everyone in your kingdom, a more generous heart and a sweet soul, that we may all forgive all who have sinned against you and tried to tear us down, and love them like how we love ourselves.

God, I know that you're the almighty, and you have everything in control. Lord, we know that everything that happen in our lives are your ultimate plan for each and everyone of us, and you only have plans to prosperous and not harm us. Grant us the determination and perseverance, Lord, to press on, for we know you have something magnificent for us to achieve after every obstacle.

Lord, times might get tough but guard our hearts, minds and souls, that in all circumstances, we will honor you and not sin against you or drift away from you. God, we know that we will never be alone, for you will never leave us or forsake us. Everyone might turn their back on us, but you never will.

God, we know all of us are chosen by you before we were even born. All of us are special and created by you. Lord, I pray for your presence to be felt by all the broken-hearted for you're the best peace and joy that anyone could have.

Lord, do your work through your people! Lord, I pray that more people will come to know you as their Lord ans savior. Lord, let the world love one another and not treat each other like enemies. Lord, guard all our hearts, minds and souls, for we know you're the shepherd of our souls! Lord, I pray that no matter what has happened, what is happening, or what is going to happen, you will send your angels to help everyone fight off Satan wh is detroying your wonderful work!

In Jesus' most precious name, I pray.. AMEN

posted at 4:21 AM

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宇恒 - 依然是朋友

情人节的前一天,他离开你身边
却剩下你到至今的想念

那一夜我陪着你,你哭了一整夜
你是否知道我对他一样很想念

直到有一天我和他碰面
在那间我们常去的咖啡店

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂

可是你,你怎么说
你知道好事不是从此避开我
哦,我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过

那一夜我陪着你,你哭了一整夜
你是否知道我对他一样很想念

直到有一天我和他碰面
在那间我们常去的咖啡店

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂

可是你,你怎么说
你知道好事不是从此避开我
哦,我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友
谁会有勇气去开口

不在乎不再难过
我们还有好大好大的天空喔～
故事的最后
我们都不曾失去过什么
我们依然是朋友

我希望我可以让一切过去,依然和你是朋友.

posted at 8:08 PM

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Tension - 我们的故事

在你左右还要多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重

握紧的手不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走

要记得
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏

我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续
一定会继续

在你左右还要多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重

握紧的手不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走

要记得
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏

我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘份会继续

我知道你寂寞
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活

身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获
你愿意再耐心等候

我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏

我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完

posted at 8:06 PM

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I realized that whenever something happens, you'll eventually come back into my mind. Don't try thinking or saying stuff like I am just using you as a tool to make myself cheer up alright, you know that's not what I meant.

Something happened that Monday and I nearly picked up my phone to message you if you are still in school or if you're free. Well, I guess it's somewhat like a habit, and I am still trying to kick off that habit. Haha!!

I guess after so long, I still haven't really got over you. Well, who can get over someone important and someone they cherished and trusted so easily yea. Haha!!

posted at 6:47 PM