Music Metaphor

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One word to summarize the following entry: Demoralized!

Announcement were made that 70% of the grades for Principles of Marketing Communication is out, so off everyone went to download it.

For some, projects were the main factor that pushed their results up. On the other hand, projects were the main factor that made others' grades dip. Now, all we can do is wait for 14th September, and pray that there will be miracle when we look at our final grades.

Conversations started and we started reflecting, it seems the same for the rest of the modules. Everything were perfectly fine at the beginning, but we all slipped at the very end. It's just so demoralizing when you trip at the very end.

Not that we want to be the best, we know we are not, but it's the amount of effort put in. The amount of sleep and meals sacrificed, staying up for nights and meeting up at 2am just to make sure everything will be completed on time. All these are what made us feel the pain within. That aside, at least all of us made it through! But I guess, for some that did not even put in much effort into the projects should not be receiving the grades they got.

Many agree and often ponders, why we did land ourselves in here. Oh well! Let's all just hang on for a couple more semesters! =X

posted at 2:37 AM

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Yes! One semester is finally over and I guess next semester would be less taxing than what we just went through. I'm looking forward to it, but that means the worst(year 2) is approaching soon =X

Laughing monsters had a few laughing outings at the same venue! By the way, I guess there's an addition to the number of laughing monsters. Haha! Being motivated by what we learnt so far, we have decided to come up with the Laughing Monsters Production. Hahaha!! Our very first actor in our production is the "Ahhhhh Aunty"! Followed by a "Recycled Food Pizza Crumbs"! For more details, please check out the Laughing Monster Production's Official Website. Haha! =P

Like what many of them have been saying, we had been looking forward to this break, but now when the break is finally here, we ask:" Now what?". Haha! We have been occupied everyday, with school, projects, work, outings and rest. Now when we are only left with work, outings and rest, life just seems to be passing by so slowly, and the feeling of emptiness fills up the atmosphere. Oh well! =(

Just some side notes:
XiWen, thanks for the little gift. I really like it a lot and stop being upset that you bought "repeated stuff" for me, alright? Most of all, your presence during work really brightens up my day! Love ya!! =) Gabriel, working the same shifts as you had always been so fun! Thanks for everything!(",)

posted at 11:52 PM

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This post is dedicated to the person who is being blinded by wealth and fame. =X

Well, maybe I should congratulate you about the event that is going to be happening at Heeren later, right? Like woah, after so much hard work you have put in, you're finally releasing your first single debut and having your own event,while helping the charity yea?

Maybe I should also congratulate you for bringing MG to a greater height huh? From a little office in some secluded location to such a well-furnished place in Bugis. From the few of us to such a huge number you have now.

Hey sir! Come and think of it, how did you even manage to get so far? You know it best that you wouldn't be reaping what you have now, if it wasn't for many other people. However, look among the large number of people you have under you now, how many are pioneers?

Most likely, only 2 that are still pro-actively helping out. Come to think of it, you know the reason why, because they have no choice but because of their the-other-halves being huge partners/owner over there.

You dare to hold meetings and talk about people who left you. Reasons for leaving are always they dropped out half way or whatever nonsense you have been spreading. You jolly well know for some cases, you left them with no choice just because they were hanging out with people you didn't like. Worst, for some cases, you left them with no choice just because you felt threatened by their presence!

Hello!! You're already 25 this year, can you please think and behave like an adult? Can you just apply what you have learnt in 25 years of your life? Do not tell me that you have never been taught what is to be grateful or appreciative to help being offered?

I am not trying to claim any honor or credits from you here, I just think that you are really a bastard. A brainless bastard that gave up more than 10years of friendship just to secure your position in MG. A heartless bastard that can spread stuff about people who leave MG just to cover up for the reason how you forced them out of the place. A disgraceful bastard that do so many things that is disloyal to people who loved you.*You know what I mean, you jolly well know you don't deserve the love because of what you have been doing behind her back!*

Yes! You can hold a meeting and start discussing, acting blur and start discussing what did you do to make me hate you so much. You can start sprouting your nonsense in that meeting because it's not the first time that you're doing it anyway!

Mr 25 years old man that behave like a kid, wake up to your sense please! What is with going back to people whom you forced for out help? You said you were short of cash because you were forced to move out in a short notice. My goodness! Then what is with spending $700 just for a PUMA jacket?*If you were smart enough, you could get a nicer looking branded jacket* Then what is with the fact of moving to somewhere with a higher rate that you cannot even afford? Then what is with cabs being your main mode of transport? I guess, these explained the fact about why you claimed you needed help in settling the debts.

Debts! Yes, owing people money and asking other people to clear them for you? You never knew what is responsibility, did you? Always bing impulsive and leaving the mess behind for people to clear and settle for you?

You claimed and told many people that many of us are being ungrateful etc. Seriously, who is being the naive one here? People who left are still keeping in contact, meeting up often and enjoying life as per normal like how we did in the past. We are still sharing problems and being there for each other! Look, who is the one who left us actually?!

There is so much more to be said, but I guess, I shall just be nice and stop here. So Mr J** Ang, I didn't spell your name out not because I have no guts to, but I have no idea what to call you, because, apparently, you changed your name? Oh ya, so yes, I shall be nice and stop here, so you can spend lesser time during the meeting coming up with excuses to cover up for more stuffs.

Last but not least, don't ever claim to be a family with a group of people when you know you jolly well don't care for them like a family will. Yes, the family you used to be in, the family you forced out, is still a family functioning well and strong out here now!

posted at 4:48 AM

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It is already 440am and I am still here blogging, trying to stop "emoing" and get sleepy. Life had been rather exciting these few weeks. Completion of projects, birthday celebrations and outings were what filled my life!

Well, somethings to rejoyce about are the few people that were once held close to me are back into my life. Haha!! I managed to know and get closer with people whom weren't that close to me in the past. I also got to know a few nice friends as well.

I must say that friends are what make me life meaningful and going =)

posted at 4:40 AM

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I know it's rather delayed, but I still got to hereby thank all of you for everything you guys have done for my birthday, all the wishes, presents and outings! =) No matter what, everything is being greatly appreciated yea..CHEERZ(",)

posted at 4:37 AM

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Aha!! =) Harsh sounding entries were all solved after talking things out. That's why I always believed that close friends will always talk things out no matter how harsh things will get. Why?? Because you'll understand each other's point of view and the friendship is stronger after that =)

P.S: Well, girl, I love you still lah..HAHAHA!! =)

posted at 2:25 PM

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Rush Hour 3 - A show which revolves around betrayal. Came back home, I experienced that myself. Woah! Seriously, I hate you for what you have done, and I mean what I say. So much for the trust and blah blah blah...Everything is going to be different, over!

Hey people out there, don't ever do things you know I will never be happy when I find out! You know once you lose the trust, you'll never get it back yea!

Lose the trust = It's over between you and me =X

posted at 5:34 AM

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Many things had contributed to the amount of stress I have been under these few weeks. Now finally everything is coming to an end, but I feel lost when things starts to slow down. It seems like I have just adapted to the life of rushing through every seconds, and even 15mins of sleep during breaks were precious. Now, I feel empty having to think what is there to do the next second.

Let me side track a bit. I feel rather retarded having to feel sad and hold on, when now it seems like you don't even care. Whatever it is, why did things have to turn out this way, I have no idea because I thought there was always a way to resolve it.

Back to my main points, I guess I have got to talk to some of the classmates that I have not been talking to since the start of school. Haha!! Well, it's never too late I guess.

Audrey lost her Prada phone today. Oh God, why did the person who found the phone get tempted to keep it for his/her benefits. Anyway, babe, cheer up =)

So many feelings deep within, a tinge of tiredness, a tinge of relieved, a tinge of sadness, a tinge of many other things..Adds up to I shall stop blogging and have my sleep now.

posted at 1:57 AM

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Gareth Gates - Too Serious Too Soon

I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you’ve been crying just like me
I wonder
I don’t know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon
Now I’m staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day

I told you every night in every way
I love you

Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life’s a mess
Cause i’m
Cos I couldn’t love you any less

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon
Now I’m staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon
It’s not right
It’s not fair
It’s in you baby cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

We got too serious to soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon
Now I’m staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

posted at 1:43 AM