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Time for me to pick myself up and move on! Hence, I guess this shall be the very last time I will mention about you. Life used to be tough but God sent you to add some colours to my life.
You were like the angel that guarded me from the evil..The soldier that fought off all things that tried to tear me down..The ice cream that I craved for..The toy that accompanies me when I was lonely..The boy-next-door that whom never failed to be there the very moment when I needed you..The clown that always cheer me up..The joker that always made me laughed till my whole body starts to cramp..You were everything I ever need!
Yes! Other than God, you meant the world to me. No more fears of loneliness. No more fears of anxiety. All these were possible then, because I knew you would be there. I trusted those words of yours completely.
I guess I didn't do enough kind acts. Perharps God had decided to take you away from me, and send you over to someone who needs you more, and who is able to pick you up as well. I'm sorry that I failed to help you up anyway.
Off you went back to the far far away land. In the split second, vision was blurred and everything became "black and white" again. This time round, it was worst. Life was meaningless because you were the one who taught me the meaning of it.
I thought keeping a distance from you would help, but you kept popping out and hence, till this very moment, I'm still holding on to those unfulfilled promises. I know that I should stop waiting and move on, I'm trying hard to and I know I can!
I'll move on, but that does not mean I won't think of you. It's because memories are images that are being deeply engraved in my mind, and locked in a corner of my heart. Be it beautiful or unpleasant memories, they'll be part of me no matter where I progress in life, because I know that it's impossible to take those memories out of me.
posted at 10:52 AM
