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Someone started this topic about promise on msn just now. It made me went playing with elmo and being emo again. Oh well, that is just me. Every single thing never fails to let me make a link to you. Hence, I always fail to pick myself up. Argh! Well well, nothing much that I can do until I can find other things to occupy my mind.
Sometimes you don't have to say you promise to make a promise, you know?? Ever heard of people saying, "Don't take back your words"?? I bet you did, because you yourself said it before anyway. What does it mean to you then?? You gave your words and you supposed to keep it. It's what you said to someone. It's what you said you would do! It's just like an unspoken promise!
Whatever it is. Yeah. It no longer matters to me now. You were the one that told me about the passer-by issue and you said you will never be a passer-by in my life, but now you have just made yourself one. Well, you're one passer-by that left the deepest footprint in my life though, the one passer-by that made me so hurt ever.
I realised, everytime you fall and pick yourself up, you're standing on a higher ground. BUT it also means that the next time you fall, you fall from a greater height, which equals to having greater impacts. Well, I know all of you reading, especially you, must be saying "Little girl, this is how life goes!"
You don't have to tell me, I know I have to wake up from my fantasy. Just give me some time, I assure you that I'll be living a life well off better than what I used to have. I assure you that without you in my life, I can achieve much more. Lastly, I assure you that you'll be the one regretting for your actions!
Well. I'm really going to stay away from you for good. In fact, I already tried keeping a distance from you. If you realised, I don't start conversations with you anymore and, I either don't reply or I just gave you those one-word-replies. You know my weak point and you made good use of them I should say, by saying how despressed you are again, and made me said those encouraging stuff to you again and once i replied, you end up being another person. Woah, trying out the art of split personalities?!
You know what?? This trick won't work anymore, because I know that whatever you said are just stories, stories to seek sympathy. I've seen through them. I'm sorry to say this, but you know yourself that you jolly well made up all those stories about why you were so depressed right?! My goodness, I'm truely disgusted by the fact that you can actually make up such stories. Alright, treat it that I was stupid enough to believe and reply you. Whatever, I feel so...Argh!
I know you will read this. Please, I beg you for once, stop all the nonsense and just get out of my life, you passer-by!
posted at 2:01 AM
